{"id":4983,"date":"2021-12-13T03:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-12-13T08:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/shop.honestreflections.net\/?p=4983"},"modified":"2021-11-30T07:23:00","modified_gmt":"2021-11-30T12:23:00","slug":"how-trying-gods-patience-will-make-you-become-more-self-aware","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/2021\/12\/13\/how-trying-gods-patience-will-make-you-become-more-self-aware\/","title":{"rendered":"How Trying God&#8217;s Patience Will Make You Become More Self Aware"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>2 minute read.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Daily Reading: <\/strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Isaiah%207%3A7-9&amp;version=GW\">Isaiah 7-9 GW<\/a>; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Revelation%205&amp;version=GW\">Revelation 5 GW<\/a>; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Psalm%20150&amp;version=GW\">Psalms 150 GW<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Disobedience tries patience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Doing what you want instead of what God wants tries His patience.&nbsp; In the same way, if my husband tells me to tighten the financial belt, but instead I go on a spending spree, I test his patience with me.&nbsp; Every one of us goes astray.&nbsp; We all think we know better than God at some point or another, and we think we know more than people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In Sunday\u2019s message, the pastor talked about how sheep stray.&nbsp; The simple animals wander away from the shepherd one nibble at a time.&nbsp; Our wooly friends eat one blade of grass at a time, then another, until eventually, they find themselves far from where they started.&nbsp; Humans do the same thing the sheep do.&nbsp; One decision at a time, we wander from the Shepherd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For instance, sometimes, I don\u2019t like the \u201cnudges\u201d I receive from the Holy Spirit.&nbsp; In one of my relationships, I felt God asking me to pray for a specific person.&nbsp; However, I didn\u2019t want to pray for the individual, so I didn\u2019t.&nbsp; However, the prompting wouldn\u2019t go away.&nbsp; I felt God impressing on my Spirit a simple message, \u201cYou want me to do all these things for you, but you won\u2019t do the one thing I ask you to do.\u201d&nbsp; Self-awareness made me realize; I was testing God\u2019s patience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>Stop testing God.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At some point, we must become self-aware and realize, we\u2019re the ones testing God.&nbsp; Our lack of obedience tests God\u2019s patience.&nbsp; Just like when a child disobeys our instructions, we do the same to God.&nbsp; As soon as I prayed for the person God placed on my heart, I felt God\u2019s pleasure.&nbsp; Begrudgingly, I said their name to God and asked Him to bless their life.&nbsp; Coming into obedience with God means doing things we don\u2019t want to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The good news, God, forgives quickly, always offering a second chance.&nbsp; Don\u2019t worry about what lies behind you.&nbsp; Instead, focus on what God has for you.&nbsp; Become self-aware of your disobedience.&nbsp; Stop testing God; start trusting Him instead.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1000\" height=\"750\" src=\"https:\/\/shop.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4819\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover-768x576.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><figcaption> <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Three-Word-Prayers-Everyday-Living-ebook\/dp\/B09JT3B6CW\/ref=sr_1_2?crid=18UKNZFIIDIEA&amp;dchild=1&amp;keywords=three+word+prayers&amp;qid=1635775169&amp;sprefix=three+word+prayers%2Caps%2C69&amp;sr=8-2\">Check out my new release on Amazon<\/a>. Learn how I used prayer to control my emotions and develop healthier relationships in my life. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Lord, thank You for Your patience.&nbsp; Forgive us for trying Your long-suffering time and time again.&nbsp; Help us become more self-aware today.&nbsp; Show us the areas where we are disobedient.&nbsp; Give us the faith we need to become obedient to You in all things. &nbsp; Glory and honor are Yours always.&nbsp; IJNIP.&nbsp; Amen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>Question for reflection<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">What area of your life do you need to become more self-aware?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1000\" height=\"750\" src=\"https:\/\/shop.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4819\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/bookcover-768x576.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><figcaption> <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Three-Word-Prayers-Everyday-Living-ebook\/dp\/B09JT3B6CW\/ref=sr_1_2?crid=18UKNZFIIDIEA&amp;dchild=1&amp;keywords=three+word+prayers&amp;qid=1635775169&amp;sprefix=three+word+prayers%2Caps%2C69&amp;sr=8-2\">Check out my new release on Amazon<\/a>. Learn how I used prayer to control my emotions and develop healthier relationships in my life. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>2 minute read. Daily Reading: Isaiah 7-9 GW; Revelation 5 GW; Psalms 150 GW Disobedience tries patience. Doing what you want instead of what God wants tries His patience.&nbsp; In the same way, if my husband tells me to tighten the financial belt, but instead I go on a spending spree, I test his patience&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/2021\/12\/13\/how-trying-gods-patience-will-make-you-become-more-self-aware\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">How Trying God&#8217;s Patience Will Make You Become More Self Aware<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4983","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","without-featured-image"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4983","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4983"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4983\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4986,"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4983\/revisions\/4986"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4983"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4983"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.honestreflections.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4983"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}